My grandmother just stomped off because of me and my big mouth. I'm over at her house - not my Maw-Maw's, my dad's mother - with my little brother and we were outside playing with the dogs, me looking at TF Slash pics because I'm a perv, when my grandmother came outside and noticed what I was doing. We got into this big discussion/fight about how being gay was a sin and you're gonna go to Hell for it - I don't believe that. My grandmother is overly religious and tries to stuff stuff down our throats and she's getting old, so I try to keep my opinions to myself, but this time I couldn't. I snapped at her "Show me the Bible verse that says 'if you're homosexual, you're going to Hell'." So, she got it out while I was writing and started to sit down. She said something about how she was going to discuss more than one thing and that we were going to have a discussion. I mumbled 'gotta learn to keep my mouth shut' and she got angry. She got out and left me in the room and shut off the light after her, all the while saying "Fine! Keep on believing what you're believing!" To which I replied, "Nothing you say is going to change what I believe!"

What do I do?! I'm not going change what I believe! I'm stubborn as a mule that way! I don't know what to do...I love her, but I'm not going back on what I said and I'm not changing my beliefs and I don't wanna apoligize...I'm too...proud, I guess...

Sorry if I offended anyone in anyway. I just wanted to get that off my chest...Sorry to anyone out there who read this and wants to shoot me.